Losing Control

Lyrics

I can hear their song from miles away It's carried in the wind Its melody is sung to me in miracles The sun rises over the sea When I hear their love song I don't understand From out beyond the shadows I can hear it calling me Honestly, if I'm honest with myself I've cried myself to sleep Crying out, 'Oh God, where are you? Can you hear my scream way up there Through the clouds, in heaven? Do you even care?' And honestly if I'm honest with myself I hate the song they sing It's like salt on an open wound But I can't get it out of my head This melody kills me It's out of key and foolish But I think I might just like it If I could just get past my pride I turn my head and look away 'Cause you know it hurts to see the light of day When I hear their love song I don't understand From out beyond the shadows I can hear it calling me Honestly, if I'm honest with myself I've cried myself to sleep Crying out, 'Oh God, where are you? Can you hear my scream way up there Through the clouds, in heaven? Do you even care?' And honestly if I'm honest with myself I hate the song they sing It's like salt on an open wound But I can't get it out of my head The whole world hates you The whole world hates your song Oh God I'm a sinner and I think I wanna sing along The whole world hates you The whole world hates your song And I wanna sing I wanna sing along Heaven's not so far away I can hear its melody from here in the waiting room of hell Heaven's not so far away I can hear its melody from here in the waiting room of hell Heaven's not so far away I can hear its melody from here in the waiting room of hell Heaven's not so far away I can hear its melody from here in the waiting room of hell Well heaven's not so far away I can hear its melody calling me Calling me home Honestly, if I'm honest with myself I've cried myself to sleep Crying out, 'Oh God, where are you? Can you hear my scream way up there Through the clouds, in heaven? Do you even care?' And honestly if I'm honest with myself I hate the song they sing It's like salt on an open wound But I can't get it out of my head And honestly, if I'm honest with myself I've cried myself to sleep Crying out, 'Oh God, I need you Can you hear my prayer way up there Through the clouds, in heaven? Do you even care?' And honestly, I've never really been honest with myself Well this melody heals my wounds And I can't get it out of my head