1,000 Julys

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Stephan Jenkins] Planning my attack just before you come back around Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't know how to back down I never fit in, I don't belong But you know it doesn't matter when we're feeling strong 'Cause I'm a vampire y'all And we toast the blood of our enemies You're still scaring me no, you're scaring me no And we don't fit in Don't fit in [Verse 2: Stephan Jenkins] Wonder what it's like when you're living with someone like me I'm a freak and I'm nervous when it's easy Feral days, and I'm sex crazed I put it in with my animal ways and That's the sign I was born to be living in I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin You can calm me down, I can't say why You say goodbye, you burn my eyes You burn my eyes [Chorus: Stephan Jenkins] A thousand Julys I hope you'll find I'd give you the words, but no words come to mind But you turn me so cold, so I tell you lies When you let me in, it's like a thousand Julys [Verse 3: Stephan Jenkins] When you left for good, I felt the drop like a boom Wintertime all alone in your bedroom I don't blame you, and I know I'm not your friend How we living? Young American I guess I've always known I'd be on my own (I'd be on my own) And I don't know why, I don't know why (I don't know why) [Chorus: Stephan Jenkins] A thousand Julys, I know you'll find And I'd say the words, but no words come to mind But you let me in, and I don't know why When you cum, it's like a thousand Julys [Guitar Solo: Kevin Cadogan] [Bridge: Stephan Jenkins] A thousand Julys That's what you are And I'd tell you to come back now, but we've gone to far And we've burned it out now I don't even try But I feel you gone I've lost a thousand Julys [Outro: Stephan Jenkins] You save oceans, baby You save oceans, baby You save oceans, baby You save oceans