Long Time Friends (Demo)

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Sam Haft] Another little abuse, another pointless excuse Another joke that's not to laugh at Another day feeling like I don't belong I really don't belong So I end another day feeling totally betrayed Say hello to anger, did you miss me? I know it so well like a long-time friend Who smiles while poisoning me [Pre-Chorus: Sam Haft] And I don't know if they still love me And I don't know if they still care But all I really know is I am sorry I let you let me grow so unprepared I'm pulling at the root to tear you off me To see if I'll havе something left And evеn if it means I'm starting over And everything I made with you means nothing Well that doesn't matter [Chorus: Sam Haft] I'm alone and I'm free 'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter [Verse 2: Sam Haft] Another thing to remake, another patient mistake Another self-humiliation A better day, happy that I won't belong Does anyone belong? So I end another day feeling totally okay Wave goodbye to anger, will you miss me? I knew it so well like a long-time friend We'll never be friends again [Pre-Chorus: Sam Haft] I don't really know if they still love me And I don't know if they still care But all I really know is I'm not sorry 'Cause I am on my own with no one there To make me feel alone when they are with me It sounds insane, but au contraire I'm cutting off the parts that kill the body Because they never played me fair and square And I feel fucking awesome [Chorus: Sam Haft] I'm alone and I'm free 'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter [Instrumental Break] [Bridge: Sam Haft] I don't really think about your love now And I don't think that I still care I know, without a doubt, if you could see me I would ruin your week, your month, your year 'Cause you don't have a victim you can poison So now the poison's all you have I'm living a new life and don't regret it And you just have the memory, bet you'll never forget it Because now [Chorus: Sam Haft] I'm alone and I'm free 'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter [Post-Chorus: Sam Haft] (Do they even know what love is?) Yeah, I know it doesn't matter (Are they growing tired of this?) Yeah, I know it doesn't matter (On my own, I'll float above this) [Outro: Sam Haft] And I don't really know