Lyrics

[Instrumental Intro] [Verse 1] I think too much of all that's gone Of how it was before my thoughts Obsessed with choices made for sure In ignorance of history And consequence as more and more I misremember hopelessly [Pre-Chorus] The way love turned out every time Was never quite enough [Chorus] I lose all my life like this Retaining time and memories And all for fear of what I'll find If I just stop and empty out my mind Of all the ghosts and all the dreams All I hold to in beliеf That all I ever am Is somehow nеver quite all I am now [Instrumental Break] [Verse 2] I think too much of all to come Of how it will be after I give up My weary dance with age And resignation moves me slow Toward a dark and empty stage Where I can sing of all I know [Pre-Chorus] The way love turns out every time Will never be enough [Chorus] I lose all my life like this Retaining time and memories And all for fear of what I'll find If I just stop and empty out my mind Of all the ghosts and all the dreams All I hold to in belief That all I ever am Is somehow never quite all I am now [Outro] And all for fear of what I'll find If I just stop