To Be Human

Song Meaning

The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a young woman, a "princess of the suburbia," caught in a repetitive, almost aimless existence. She's seen "chewing on some gum for eight or nine hours," a mundane act that hints at a deeper boredom or anxiety. This seemingly safe, predictable world, however, feels "disconnected" and deeply "isolated," threatening to "make her insane." A central tension emerges from the contrast between the external "spinning world" and the perceived "safety of her room." Yet, this internal refuge offers little true solace, as the narrator shifts from observing "she" to declaring, "Now I'm trying to be human." This personal identification suggests a shared struggle to find authenticity and connection amidst a pervasive sense of alienation. The powerful metaphor of a "virtual womb" encapsulates this modern paradox. It's a digital space where she has "Found something and lost it," implying fleeting, unfulfilling interactions that offer temporary comfort but ultimately deepen her isolation. This "womb" provides a kind of protective enclosure, yet it simultaneously prevents genuine engagement with the world outside her screen. The bridge expands this personal struggle into a more existential conflict, where "Truth and rhyme war all the time." This suggests a battle between authentic experience and the curated, perhaps deceptive, narratives we construct or consume. The repeated plea, "Now I'm trying to be human," becomes a poignant, resilient anthem for navigating a world that constantly pushes towards denial and disconnection.