Even If It Kills Me

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been awake for days and I don't wanna shake it No persuading Always on the rise but I don't wanna be under Concrete breaking Everything I need is nothing more than my senses Undesired Overworked and can't pretend something's around me Selfless reject [Chorus] And even if it kills me I won't lose my grip I fell into my hole that I didn't dig And nothing leads to nothing But I'm getting closer to something Tighten up the bolts, embrace the day Tomorrow is too late [Verse 2] I was home for days sinking in a disaster Pure survival Hypnotized I'm blind and I'm falling down faster Crashing vitals Paranoid to say maybe this could be tragic If I falter I can touch but can't feel anything burning Thanks for nothing [Chorus] And even if it kills me I won't lose my grip I fell into my hole that I didn't dig And nothing leads to nothing But I'm getting closer to something Tighten up the bolts, embrace the day Tomorrow is too late [Bridge] I can't stand this feeling Every day forever Have I lost my only chance to feel this pain? Stand up for a reason Fight this war within me I can't lose if my reality escapes [Chorus] Even if it kills me I won't lose my grip I fell into my hole that I didn't dig And nothing leads to nothing But I'm getting closer to something Tighten up the bolts, embrace the day Tomorrow is too late