Lost in My Pain

Lyrics

[Intro: Termanology & Siimba Selassiie] I'm just keepin' it real with you, you know Statik Selektah I think I'm lost in my pain [Verse 1: Termanology] The reason all these women in my section now 'Cause I'm connected like a section now I know the plug, since '03, he show me love When I had the pistol stuffed under the rug Quarter brick lookin' like a fresh-bought dove Never caught slippin' so I never seen a judge Hustle for a livin' like all of the above I'm judgin' your position on your quality of drugs I hustle hard, I'm a legend around my way But jealous ones still envy, that's J.O.S.E Hit the highway Monday to Sunday Did it my way, give a fuck what son say These cats got hate in they blood 'Cause I'm in the strip club next to Puff, hoes rakin' it up When they look at my success, they see they own failures Swear to God, I couldn't keep this shit no realer, damn [Chorus: Siimba Selassiie & 38 Spesh] [?] down it was stressful Made a couple moves but I ain't regretful Smoke trees, need the best smoke Just to calibrate my mind and break the threshold Ain't seen nothin' special Shit be changin' when they thinkin' you successful Lost in the pain I think I'm lost in my pain (Huh) [Verse 2: 38 Spesh] Ayo, I'm in the kitchen whippin' batter Life is a bitch If you violate me then you ain't meant to have her I want my food on a silver platter I got no regrets Took all of my broken steps and built a ladder My breakfast a blunt filled with scatter The first meal of the day really the only meal that matter A snake move with innocent swagger I'm not feelin' flattered Usually backstabbers conceal a dagger, huh I should kneel down and pray But when I'm lost, somehow I found myself smokin' a pound a day My girl said she wasn't down to stay Thought it was a April Fools joke until she left town in May Huh, I learned from my violent days But I survived and gave a lot of stray so I'm highly paid Being broke was my wildest face And if you're rein' up with less than a brick, you got childish ways Trust [Chorus: Siimba Selassiie] [?] down it was stressful Made a couple moves but I ain't regretful Smoke trees, need the best smoke Just to calibrate my mind and break the threshold Ain't seen nothin' special Shit be changin' when they thinkin' you successful Lost in the pain I think I'm lost in my pain