Unbecoming

Lyrics

[Verse 1] What if I told you I like my whiskey neat I like a little green to help me sleep And I kiss boys that I just meet What if I told you Two months after he left Met someone else and I said, "Yes" Don't regret it for a minute that I did it [Pre-Chorus] I bet you'd say it's unbecoming of me [Chorus] But I ain't the pageant queen That you wanted me to be I'm sick and tired of running Just to try to earn your love So I'm unlearning who I was And I won't go back for nothing Maybe I'm just unbecoming [Verse 2] The girl who would smile to try and hide the tears Held that shit in for years, she disappeared And now I'm standing in the mirror And I like me better with all of my tattoos, yeah I wear 'em like the truth I wish you knew that I'm not doing this to you [Chorus] No, I ain't the pageant queen That you wanted me to be I'm sick and tired of running Just to try to earn your love So I'm unlearning who I was And I won't go back for nothing Maybe I'm just unbecoming [Bridge] Understanding Unbelieving all the lies and undoing all the damage Uh-huh, mhm [Chorus] No, I ain't the pageant queen That you wanted me to be I'm sick and tired of running Just to try to earn your love So I'm unlearning who I was And I won't go back for nothing Maybe I'm just unbecoming [Outro] I think I love who I'm unbecoming