Wonderland

Lyrics

(TEDDYBEAR) What if it's all in my head And the wind picks up when I'm close to the edge Scared if I try making amends I'd been trying to swim again and I'm still made of lead What if it was all in my hands And I just missed a turn and I'm still driving west If I'm reading what you said and it's all making sense I just turned my back And now I won't turn back How's it all supposed to feel new again When everything we could do, I've been doing again I'm tryna think how long it's been 'cause I've been fucked up since But now you'll have revenge If I over-extend While you feel at your best After all the things you did To forget the things I said I was thinking it would have to be you To call me up one day with the truth And you'd be thinking that you wouldn't get through 'Cause I've accepted I might never get proof Cause usually it's all in my head And the wind picks up when I'm close to the edge Scared if I tried making amends I'd been trying to swim again and I'm still made of lead What if it was all in my hands And I just missed a turn and I'm still driving west If I'm reading what you said and it's all making sense And I just turned my back And now I won't turn back (BLANKTS) How am I supposed to get even again Like I just want to run But now I'm so used to tenth Why, I try but you I can't not defend And now you'll have to 'stand Why I changed my plans And that just turned my back And I wanted to plan And you chose wonderland