​i’m​ sorry for everything​

Lyrics

I was a drowning man Sinking in an ocean Invented in my head You were a tidal wave That carried me to shore At the point that I should've been dead And nothing prepared me for When I said goodbye And you left from the airport I'm sorry for everything You were the only one I promised to be there for And now that I'm gone It's no secret that I'm in pain Stuck like a pantomime, fingers still intertwined Deep in my brain I was a sinking ship Caught in the pull of a vortex Shaped like your mouth And you were a canopy A million feet below Where my tightrope was giving out Feeling like broken bones My head and my room Both a mess from my lack of upkeep I'm sorry for everything 'Cause you were the only one Who really meant everything to me So tell me why I oughtta go forget you There's no reason on earth that I'd listen to I'm here for one thing alone in this life that I live And it's this happiness that I'm giving you It's this happiness that I'm giving you And now that I'm gone It's no secret that I'm in pain Stuck like a pantomime, fingers still intertwined Deep in my brain And now that you're gone It's no secret that I'm afraid Stuck like a broken clock, hoping to focus on Something besides what I miss in your name