Lost again

Lyrics

[Verse 1: T Clipse] I check my impressions and that shit ain't impressive Cause niggas is sleeping on me like pajamas what they dressed in And check this, I rarely ever dress to impress But when I do I be the freshest my fit is not to mess wit Hickeys on my chest next to my rosary necklace My chest filled stress and conflict all in my head In the residential area they staring at my dreads And I'm in my own area I'm staring at the feds Hoping they don't intend to leave another brother dead And I'm saving every check and I'm aiming for success And if it don't come to me go to my mother's son instead I ain't waiting for a handout I'm chasing all this bread Like a sparrow or a goose and I'm laying golden eggs For these niggas, always influencing and it's obvious And all the tragedy up in this world Im feeling ominous I'm feeling like the king but not trynna go out like Rodney did [Hook: Arkh Zeus] To those who wonder if I'm lost again Can't even make you any promises Just know when I'm smiling that I pretend I pretend, pretend, pretend That I don't ever want it all to end As if that ain't considered an accomplishment Mask off, now I'm lost again, again, again, again, again [Verse 2: T Clipse] I'm trynna make it right with my God before I die And my loved ones while I live and I'm surprised I haven't cried Not a bit, I'm falling in this bottomless abyss And just because I'm in a pit don't mean i take pity for shit Got some chills through my body and I didn't shake a bit Grab a blick put it to my head I bet you I won't flinch And I know that they baffled by my lack of ignorance Catch me laughing to the bank to deposit their two cents And this ain't my final form this is just the Kio Ken And my wrist icy like its frozen in some cryogen And I didn't ever wanna make my parents cry again So I had to step back from the shit I was getting in Melancholy days got me held in a spotty faze Delving in my body trynna be the hottest in the game Reaping what i sowed hope you peep what i proclaim All you have in this life is your balls and your name, nigga [Hook: Arkh Zeus] To those who wonder if I'm lost again Can't even make you any promises Just know when I'm smiling that I pretend I pretend, pretend, pretend That I don't ever want it all to end As if that ain't considered an accomplishment Mask off, now I'm lost again, again, again, again, again [Verse 3: Arkh Zeus] And the cycle continues No revival that's in you, suicidal my mental Still wondering if I'm meant to, crazy Could you blame me? Everything that I've been through lately Got me thinking everything is just maybe's God, why you so shady? Please watch over your babies Then maybe I'll thank thee, reason I ain't been praying Now I know you understand what I'm saying Nevertheless, I still digress while I'm on a quest for a blessing While I'm stretching out my arms, tryna get closer to Heaven Or anything in that section of perfection, no I ain't having it Add a bit of hums and some assonance Actively battling addictive, tragic shit As if I'm adequate with traction while I'm passing a fist But I am still passionate, even though I'm out of it [Hook: Arkh Zeus] To those who wonder if I'm lost again Can't even make you any promises Just know when I'm smiling that I pretend I pretend, pretend, pretend That I don't ever want it all to end As if that ain't considered an accomplishment Mask off, now I'm lost again, again, again, again, again