Lyrics

Daddy, if there was one thing that you could show people before you leave this earth what would that be Very simply show them that I had it all the time Uh, yea One, two, one, two Turn me up, turn me up Uh, listen There's a story of girl who is me She gave everything to the industry And, she thought she'd be a big success story And, people thought that she was happy as can be But, they didn't see my tears falling constantly And, they didn't know I was scared and lonely Abandoned, starring roll in this scary movie And I don't know how I didn't die in the first scene And I keep telling myself there's no monsters in the closet But my trauma keeps on triggering my anxiety Am I crazy because I fear the monsters in the closet Oh well, guess I just need more therapy Now, they'll say Syleena whatever do you mean It seems like you been out here doing your thing You have been able to have longevity And I'll say don't believe everything that you see Cause, trust me all that I have came with a large fee And so high, so steep to the point it almost killed me But God ye though I walk through the valley Thank God he's been there to cover me And I keep telling myself there's no monsters in the closet But my trauma keeps on triggering my anxiety Am I crazy because I fear the monsters in the closet Oh well, guess I just need more therapy And I can't sit here and be quiet 'bout how shit really be It's eating me inside and I can't hide how it has hurt me and my family This music heals me but the business takes from me It stole my peace, shook my belief, it took my daddy away from me Back before the fame, 'fore the people call me "Don Dada" I had to work my ass off cause the road harder A couple Grammys later I began to [?] I made a couple of friends and some enemies Could've been everything, the industry make me go GaGa Cause my ambition and pushin' making me go farther But I was wrong cause I know when it all falls out That's when the noise in my head turn it up I seen so many things and I lost my mind a couple of times And I know that I need therapy to be fine Imma keep it real with you I ain't telling a lie This life did a number on me And so my mama call me born winner, born winner Because I can overcome And so my mama call me born winner, born winner I'm a champion for the rest of my life Am I crazy because I fear the monsters in the closet Oh well, guess I just need more therapy Uh, oh well guess I just need more therapy And no lies this responsibility is heavy But I'll be damned if these curses don't die with me Daddy, I promise to carry our legacy