Shoving Myself Away

Lyrics

[Verse] Look outside for better days Why do I do? I shove away Why do I shove myself away? All this shit I didn't take All this shit I didn't take I'm smoking all myself away Finding why I'm here today Why did I go do that? I can't look back, none of that I swear I do this for the facts I don't do this for couple of bucks I can't shove myself away I need to find a new escape I'm highly annoyed, shoved away I'm locking myself away I don't even know what it takes Here, immortal, ayy Why do I even shove away? I'm stuck here and cold And I'm making up a wave, wave I had no other route to take I'm over, they look menacing I don't even want to shove away I'm losing my mind every day Every fucking hour, tryna see what's in store I don't need it anymore (What's in store) I've already had my share of times I need plenty more Can't go away, just scared I need that better pitch or key And I keep doing this to my brain cells I swear I need one minute 'fore I blast down all the way to hell I need some sunshine, of course, barely go outside anyway Turn into a hermit over nothing, I swear they all are the same Gotta protect what you got 'cause it's all you gonna get I swear that this operation is the coldest one yet I have no reason to suspect any bullshit effects Before the recent fuss, I keep it, right their wrongs In the way, just 'cause there's obstacles in the way Just 'cause there's opps in the way I do not count they say, they can say it in my face I'll give them prolapses, my bad, that's awful to say Tell bitch, "I'm insecure," but all these other opps' fakes I had a musical fuss, such as the ones whose pact Pass down the fucking torch For all these lil' dorks to come forth I had enough of waiting, I'm gonna take it all away From you like I'm a parent 'cause I am