Suicide Watch

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Ouija] Tell me what came first the maggot or the flies buzzin' round my body when I die How could something so dead be alive Some other soul that wasn't mine on this purgatory grind Feel like shit ain't nothing new there Going out gold grill dirty red hair Heaven gotta ghetto almost let me in there Need a rent voucher though (?) Plot twist might slit my wrist let it hang out the window and circle the blocc Casting protection my blood is the circle my body my legacy here on the blocc Shoulder to shoulder my posse we walk Death has a voice and its starting to talk The demons won't let me dispose of my body The host is in service they want me to rot Summoning those you have lost and forgot The spirits have needs and some things that they want Energy left when a body is dropped Its lingering here and it haunts me a lot When I'm gone at the OE floor With a 3.6 (?) Say a line from a Swag Toof song I done said everything you need to know Get em' off man let me go Got a spirit that I'm trying to get to know Dead homies I ain't wanna let go I don't wanna I don't wanna no live no mo' I don't wanna I don't wanna no live no mo Why you think I'm rolling with the foe Why you think I'm chain-smoking cigarettes Why you think I'm calling y'all out in every song I don't wanna I don't wanna no live no mo I just talked to God on the phone (what he say?) I just kept talking man he ain't say nothing homie why you think I feel like I'm alone [Verse 2: Choirboy] Feel in this moment I could die Fighting for breath and I'm getting kinda tired Put my hands into the sky Can somebody tell me why Good God Good God no lie But this life got me gripping on the .45 (?) know why people paint the bullseye to their own dome after questioning the most high told ya Sometimes he don't answer ya Moms might not have cancer bruh but now she slowly dying from some shit they got no answer for Turn me into Manson bruh Dread haven't slept stressed debt dead And my family feeling like I left and ain't a day that I don't miss them This just ain't what I envisioned imprisoned by missing memories hidden behind intention Them visions got me kissing right by them with no pot to piss in Painting stories of addiction searching for a greater mission It ain't easy I ain't greedy Just want family get whats needed And fending for a season that I know all my homies eating After so long I'm beliveving know that I just can't be dreaming for I'm leaving I just wanna know does this life have a meaning [Hook: Ouija] I don't wanna I don't wanna no live no mo' I don't wanna I don't wanna no live no mo Why you think I'm rolling with the foe Why you think I'm chain-smoking cigarettes Why you think I'm calling y'all out in every song I don't wanna I don't wanna no live no mo I just talked to God on the phone (what he say?) I just kept talking man he ain't say nothing homie why you think I feel like I'm alone