Beautiful Disaster

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Choirboy] Swag Toof Dreams got you down some rough roads, Kansas boy Do you really know what you want out of this life? Oh, you down? This what you chose, Kansas boy Does it matter now that you know what it feels like? Shoulda been a lawyer, coulda been a doctor [?] Praying too long so I won't disappoint my father When I say [?] you know I really mean a fucking [?] When I say this please don't confuse what the fuck I'm after Oh, you about that life? You swear you all about that life? [?] champagne on every flight, a different city every night Envision Benzes, bitches, pictures, but the outcome come a lil' different Free shows, promos, EBT, Section 8 on the verge of pitching Just tryna take care of my family, homie, pray for me The image that they sellin', swear it looks amazing You can have that shit, that shit don't mean a thing to me You can have that shit, that shit don't mean a thing to me [Chorus: Ben Gibbard] This is the moment That you know That you told her that you loved her, but you don't You touch her skin And then, you think That she is beautiful But she don't mean a thing to me Yeah, she is beautiful But she don't mean a thing to me [Verse 2: Ouija Macc] Swag Toof Six hours in the bathroom with the water running Party full of people having fun, I was smokin' something FaceTime the shawty, we was hardly even sayin' nothing Lookin' at each other just a stone's throw from overdosing She loved I started with the zone and got it poppin' though God gives me lemons then I'm goin' god shopping, hoe She had a soccer scholarship then let it drop from go I never saw a day of high school, I had guap from dro Copped the most we copped on EBT around my corner store And 40 o's they rang 'em up as cases of that ramen, bro (They did) She my shawty but I swear she like my partner though (She is) I'm off my meds, gun to my head, so when I call her it's like Excuse me babe, excuse me babe Been through some things that changed me Excuse me babe, excuse me babe This life done made me crazy [Outro: Ouija Macc & Ben Gibbard] And it's like It's not that I don't love you This is the moment It's just that I don't know me yet, you feel me? That you know Pass the blunt That you told her that you loved her, but you don't You touch her skin And then, you think That she is beautiful But she don't mean a thing to me Yeah, she is beautiful But she don't mean a thing to me She is beautiful But she don't mean a thing to me