Harder To Breathe

Lyrics

[Intro] C'mon, let's go, let's go Okay, okay Wait why am I hyping this up This is a sad song, right, right [Verse 1] They wanna be my friend when they see that I'm up Listened to my brothers and I never gave up Day by day I give it all to the drugs On sleeping pills that my dad serves me up Feeling so heavy, it gets harder to breathe I get demonic thoughts when I try to sleep It hurts when I try to fucking pee I feel death creeping up on me Every time I forget about it, it shows it's head I used to not be afraid of being dead I don't wanna die cause I got songs to write I fight a battle with myself all thе time Everything's so dark, who shut off the lights Taking whitе pills as my vomit spills It hurts to go outside cause things aren't right inside, inside [Verse 2] Looking at the sunlight, the world's so bright I could use a light to shine up my life I've become bitter day by day They said to pray to make it go away Nothing's been going my way It seems like everything will stay the same I'm living a life that I hate I'm living a life that I can't change It's getting harder to breathe I get demonic thoughts when I try to sleep It hurts when I fucking pee I feel death's creeping up on me Every time I forget about it, it shows it's head I used to not be afraid of being dead I don't wanna die cause I got songs to write I find myself in a battle every night [Verse 3] They wanna be my friend when they see I'm up Listened to my brothers and I never gave up Day by day I give it all to the drugs On sleeping pills that my dad serves me up Feeling so heavy, it's getting harder to breathe I get demonic thoughts when I try to sleep It hurts when I try to pee I feel death creeping up on me Every time I forget about it, it shows it's head I used to not be afraid of being dead I don't wanna die cause I got songs to write I fight in a battle with myself all the time Everything's so dark, who shut off the lights Taking white pills as my vomit spills It hurts to go outside cause things aren't right inside, inside