Episode 6: Star

Lyrics

[Intro] Stars up in the sky Looking back at me why I'm gonna take my life and drag you down with mine Suicidal thoughts run through my mind I'm slowly losing the fight against the demons on the other side [Verse 1] Playing with a knife Got one across my neck Got a TEC filled with ammo Shoot till nothing's left Slowly pouring Hi-Tech I have no sense I always say it's the last time, and then I pour again [Verse 2] I lie to myself and I lie to my friends I struggle to remember the weekends I show more love to others than I show to myself But the people I show love to nevеr give back help Been having some troublе standing on my own feet Everyday I wonder how I'm not six feet deep Don't wanna ride in a hearse, I wanna ride in a jeep It'd be a blessing just to die in my sleep Every month my bottle starts to look more empty Keep going back cause I take too many All I'm good for is making these songs, got nothing else going on My whole life people expected great things from me, but the only thing I'm great at is rapping over beats People tryna charge me, really tryna scam a teen They say I'm 17, so I don't know how to act, but you should see me when I'm drinking some Act So sleepy I can't feel my legs I can't relax, I need to take them Black out once and I'll do it again Look up at the sky and I see nothing [Outro] Stars are all dead just like my friends yeah I don't need them, but I want them yeah I miss the good times, why did they have to end? I miss the good times, when I could still call you my friend yeah My friend My friend My friend yeah