Episode 11: Sea

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm afraid to go to sleep, cause I think I might not wake up Leave my bed like it's a grave I feel like the Undertaker Bitch I take a lot of pills, bitch I pop a lot of seals I'm drowning in a sea of my own misery Don't try this on TV, you don't wanna be like me I don't want you to end up like me Just cause someone do it, doesn't mean you should If I listened to that advice, I'd be doing good I'm stuck up in a maze, and I can't get out [Bridge] I drown I drown In a sea of misery I drown I drown In an ocean made by me Slowly and slowly I forget my memories In so deep I hang out in Atlantis Blade in my hands just like a praying mantis Going through my mеmories just like Psychomantis Struggling to remеmber, but I don't think I ever planned this Seventeen years and I want off this planet [Verse 3] Don't wanna go to sleep cause I might not wake up Dumb lil bitch always wearing make up Everything about her made up I can't marry a faker Eyes so red that they look like Takis I keep taking more and more but they want me to stop it Playing cards by myself looking out the window The wind flows fast but the time moves slow I'm losing memories of people that I know They wanna take me back but I don't wanna go They wanna make me choose but I don't even know Posted on the beach with three days left I'm looking at the cloudy skies, wondering what's next And that's when I realized there's nothing left [Bridge: NBA YoungBoy] (Yeah, Like when-when you get so real bitch? Huh?) [Verse 4] There's nothing left for a dead man There's nothing left for his friends or parents Clear sky but nothing's really clear inside You can lie all you want but you can't lie inside I just took three pills I don't wanna be able to feel Take as many as it takes till it goes away Save the rest the bottle up for another day Take prescriptions but they aren't even mine Pouring cough syrup in the lemon-lime Everyone says things get better with time Then why is nothing getting better for mine? Think I've spent too much time online So numb I wouldn't even feel if I died When I'm awake I still look asleep, and when I'm asleep you can't tell if I'm deceased [Outro] I'm afraid to go to sleep, cause I think I might not wake up Leave my bed like it's a grave I feel like the Undertaker (Evil Empire, laughing all the way to the bank)