Despise Sleep

Lyrics

[Verse] Under attack all the time, constantly, I need more time, I'm still stalling Life downhill, it's all freefalling, I want silence, why are you still talking? The barks get louder, please stop it for me I'll die before I decide to live healthily I don't want to sleep, I don't need the sleep I'm scared of the sleep, scared of losing everything I avoid it out of paranoia, it's causing me stress Every time I lay down it might be my last bet It's got a poor pay off, I don't need extra energy I need more strength so I can fend off my enemies Maybe my worst adversary is myself and my refusal to cooperate Things would be easier if I could negotiate Yet, I don't want to, 'cause I'm so stubborn I'm not going to, I did not stutter I did not stutter, halt, or even hesitate, this is my life, I'ma live it my way If it leads to destruction, it was just too late [Chorus] Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate Just congratulate, just congratulate, just congratulate [Bridge] Enjoy the little wins, but the last one is mine [Verse] Under attack all the time, constantly, I need more time, I'm still stalling Life downhill, it's all freefalling, I want silence, why are you still talking? The barks get louder, please stop it for me I'll die before I decide to live healthily I don't want to sleep, I don't need the sleep I'm scared of the sleep, scared of losing everything I avoid it out of paranoia, it's causing me stress Every time I lay down it might be my last bet It's got a poor pay off, I don't need extra energy I need more strength so I can fend off my enemies Maybe my worst adversary is myself and my refusal to cooperate Things would be easier if I could negotiate Yet, I don't want to, 'cause I'm so stubborn I'm not going to, I did not stutter I did not stutter, halt, or even hesitate, this is my life, I'ma live it my way If it leads to destruction, it was just too late [Chorus] Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate Just congratulate, just congratulate, just congratulate