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[Verse] Nobody wants to hear me happy, they prefer depression But I can't fake it and I can't take it, this is my expression Why don't you look at yourself and begin to question? Why have you made another man's life your obsession? Another deleted scene, these lyrics won't make the final cut I'm so hard on myself, because nothing is ever good enough How do you find the confidence to reach up out a rut? They treat me worse than an animal, they treat me like a mutt Am I wrong for not wanting to spread misery through my speech? Is it wrong for me to express my gratitude for what I have reached? For years I ignored the messages that the pastors preached Now I know how it feels when people ignore you when you speak My music's so inconsistent, how can it be reviewed? I'm a different person on each track, I don't know what I should do My soul is so lost, my soul is dazed and it's confused I hold onto her tight, 'cause she's the one person I cannot lose When my friends hear I put her over them, they get offended But what she offers to me, none of them could give, I think that's splendid Is this the way my life was meant to go, what was my intention? I'll quit everything to change, my career can get suspended You can see the light in my eyes when I speak about her My heart isn't getting quieter, it's only getting louder