Bury My Past

Lyrics

[Verse] All the time that's passed I continue to neglect It's been very hard for me to face the fact and accept Accept the reality of the situation Thought I had it figured out, turns out I was mistaken Turns out I didn't know as much as I thought I had Used to be pompous, fixated on having to brag Now I look at the walls with my bloodied hands Nothing I did was worth it, I finished in last Can't accept my past, so I try to have it buried Don't want to change, I find it to be scary Am I going crazy? It feels like someone's staring Is it my guilty conscience or are my senses flaring? All this time I've had to reflect, dear God, why am I such a mess? I attеmpted to erase my mеmories, but I can't erase regrets No matter what I do, nothing pleases my friends Do this and that, it's always a command If we're so friendly, why don't you give me a hand Why do they watch me stumble and glance? Give me a chance, why don't you act? I'm a human too, did you forget that? They hadn't forgot, they simply don't care That's right, I forgot I belong nowhere That's right, I forgot I belong nowhere [Slowed] All the time that's passed I continue to neglect It's been very hard for me to face the fact and accept Accept the reality of the situation Thought I had it figured out, turns out I was mistaken Turns out I didn't know as much as I thought I had Used to be pompous, fixated on having to brag Now I look at the walls with my bloodied hands Nothing I did was worth it, I finished in last Can't accept my past, so I try to have it buried Don't want to change, I find it to be scary Am I going crazy? It feels like someone's staring Is it my guilty conscience or are my senses flaring? All this time I've had to reflect, dear God, why am I such a mess? I attempted to erase my memories, but I can't erase regrets No matter what I do, nothing pleases my friends Do this and that, it's always a command If we're so friendly, why don't you give me a hand Why do they watch me stumble and glance? Give me a chance, why don't you act? I'm a human too, did you forget that? They hadn't forgot, they simply don't care That's right, I forgot I belong nowhere That's right, I forgot I belong nowhere