Beauty In The Breakdown

Lyrics

[Sample: Frou Frou] 'Cause it's all going off without you Excuse me, too busy? Oh, writing your tragedy These mishaps you bubble wrap When you've no idea what you're like [Verse 1] Ridin' around in a Semi Poppin these pills till the bottle is empty Limpin' around cause my legs feel heavy Fallin asleep as the lean hits my belly Murder on my mind and I feel like Melly Hope they don't lock me up like they did R. Kelly It doesn't matter if what you did was right or wrong They just want an excuse to put you away for long Sitting in the class, all alone And that's when I heard thе ring from the phone I picked up thе phone and I asked what's wrong They told me that my grandfather's gone Some wounds just don't heal with time It's been five years and I don't feel fine I think about it every night, I still can't believe that he had died I always thought he'd be alive to watch me now and watch me shine He made a promise to me and I guess he lied Cause he turned his back and then he died I been through a lot of shit in my life I never thought he'd be the one to bite I'm sippin slowly driving at night My mind is pacing, I'm flying through life Whenever I'm hurt, I go to the pints Cause they're the only thing that sets my mind right I drown myself in dirty Sprite To make some money, gotta serve some white Cause I can't get a job, and that's just how life Tends to go, if it don't go your way you gotta make it your own People spend their lives chasing gold, but don't even know what is their goal People slowly lose their souls, pursuing a life that isn't whole They have empty lives and empty homes, and that's why they got nowhere to go I know too well that life's too short, so that's why I keep a gun in these shorts I know if one thing goes wrong, I'll end up in the new's reports And I don't wanna die before I ever reach my highest points