Apologies

Lyrics

[Chorus: Clara La San] I don't understand You said you'd never leave You told me that you'd be there But you lied again to me You're always on my mind And when it's late at night I think of what you're doing Do you think of me sometimes And when I'm feeling down I lose all control Emotions keep coming and I'm tryna to let you go So if you wanna talk to me again Don't try to act like we were always friends [Verse] She acting like I ain't remember what she said I remember all the things you said The letters that you sent I knew what you mеant We aren't just friends That smilе you have Means your up to no good Trying to be different Always misunderstood You don't know what to do since I left you Some nights I wanna text you, but I got too much pride To admit I lied, to admit I did something wrong I'd rather vent about in a song Than see you face to face and talk I shouldn't of cheated on you, but I can't take back the past I know I broke your heart and knowing that makes me sad I didn't wanna see you bad I don't deserve your sympathy, but I'm not a simp you see I can recognize when I messed up Part of being a man is growing up, but I don't want to grow up without you by my side Is it too selfish to ask for another ride Is it too much to ask for another try I know that I messed up I shouldn't of lied I know that you really tried I know that I made you cry I'm selfish enough to crush up all your love and now I can't say goodbye [Chorus: Clara La San] I don't understand You said you'd never leave You told me that you'd be there But you lied again to me You're always on my mind And when it's late at night I think of what you're doing Do you think of me sometimes And when I'm feeling down I lose all control Emotions keep coming and I'm tryna to let you go So if you wanna talk to me again Don't try to act like we were always friends