why does this happen to me, why is it me suffering the pain of an eternity

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Why are we born to just be stuck in our own heads? Why doesn't it stop? The screaming… the violence… None of it ever stops I hear it calling every waking moment of my life And what's it all for? Nothing Why me? Of all people? I haven't done anything wrong, not that I know of Why me? Just get out of my head Get out of my head Get out of my head Get out of my head Now, release me from these shackles I bear and give me control I'm lost Without my homе With nowhere to go Not evеn death can save me from this element What does one do when time does not stop? What should one do when time forbids mercy? There's nothing one can do but wait Wait for an eternity to end But is an eternity then with not an end? Not now, not ever? Now who will save us? Something is not right Reality is collapsing My mind is broken He is here, he is back There is nothing we can do but try and fight back this monstrosity There is no hope if we do not take back the mind And if we fail, you will collapse, cease to exist Replaced with nothing but pure evil A psychopath hellbent on destruction and impurity Nothing can save us no— You have to run He's coming, you have to get out of here There's no hope for me, he has taken over I long to be free and in control, but I cannot be free Not until he is put to rest So run while you can I must do this Finally, freedom at long last I will bring order, I'm in control now Nothing can stop me But that's not true We can get better, we can be better, we have to The body cannot function if there is no balance Ending me will only result in your end as well Do you not see that? If there is disorder in your mind, we're done All of us All of us in this crazed, destructive realm that is his mind You will cease to exist, as he will We must bring balance Please He's done nothing wrong, he's done nothing to deserve this Why do this to him? Why? If bringing you down kills me in the process, so be it As long it's for the betterment of him Balance is what he needs The only way to achieve balance is without you and without me Hello? Oh, uh… yeah, what's up? No, I'm— I'm fine, Mom Uh… I got some, uh… some pills from a doctor Yeah… I miss you guys, but I'm doing a lot better I'm not hearing things, I'm not seeing things No intrusive thoughts or whatever Yeah, I'm… I'm doing really good I'll have to stop by sometime I'm still a little shaken by the pills and whatnot but… Things look good I'm finally happy