⁠nxt my father anymxre

Lyrics

I'm lying on the bathroom floor The only place where I can lock the door I can't take it anymore I'm shaking and crying again I know by now you'll never understand I'll never be like you had planned (You don't even know me) So who are you to tell me what I should do? You want me to lose But I ain't doing this for you or someone else Call me selfish But I refuse To get down on my knees for you What's your best excuse For being such a dick to me? Can't you see I'll never be like you? Thanks to you my social skills arе awful I get nervous, anxious, paranoid whenеver I feel like I'm about to break free from my bubble But you don't care you just ignore Thanks to you the way I see myself is just as broken as you are but not in the same way Believe me when I say You're not my father anymore You don't even know me So then I guess I don't know you So who are you to tell me what I should do? You want me to lose But I ain't doing this for you or someone else Call me selfish But I refuse To get down on my knees for you What's your best excuse For being such a dick to me? Can't you see I'll never be like you? Quit telling me the shit I should do You want me to lose But I ain't doing this for you or someone else Call me selfish But I refuse To get down on my knees for you What's your best excuse For being such a dick to me? Can't you see I'll never be like you? I'm lying on the bathroom floor It's the only place where I can lock the door I can't take it anymore