​from the outside i seem just fine

Lyrics

Drenched in years and years of pain I know things will never change And I know I can't stop the rain From falling down I guess it'll never be the same Time will only make it worse But was it all well deserved So small in a massive universe I'll find my place When I stop living with this curse I've tried So hard But I can't seem to get it off my mind I'm so tired So scarred But from the outside I seem just fine How can I go on When everything I love is now gone, gone The story is ovеr for me It fucks me up to think back at the days Whеn I used to think there was no other way I've never seen it coming, how could I I'd lock myself for days inside my room My friends and family would be worried, they would assume There was something wrong with me But I was putting in the time and work so that one day I'd look back at my life and maybe I could say I've made it through it all But then But then my body started giving up on me I thought I'd get it back but now I see I won't, I never will (I've tried So hard But I can't seem to get it off my mind I'm so tired So scarred But from the outside I seem just fine How can I go on When everything I love is now gone, gone) I've tried So hard But I can't seem to get it off my mind I'm so tired So scarred But from the outside I seem just fine How can I go on When everything I love is now gone, gone The story is over for me Over for me For me How can I go on When everything I love is now gone, gone The story is over for me