Cursed

Lyrics

[Intro] I'm sorry if I smiled at you I'm sorry if I smiled at you I'm sorry I can't get my feelings out I'm sorry I can't just sit down and talk But if you lived the life I live, and walked the road I walk You'd be exactly the same, yo, look (Westy on productions) [Verse 1] This is real life, it ain't no banter Christmas time, no, we never saw Santa Mum weren't rich, so we couldn't get a hamper It was all Asda nappies, no Pampers Recently, I had a scare by cancer Feels like the world's tryna hold me ransom Lupus stopping me from being handsome My hair is my strength like my name is Samson I'm gonna keep going and show I'm the champion Used to hide my face away like the phantom Now I wanna see money like Mr Branson I wanna put my wife and my kids in a mansion Don't wanna ride time like Buju Banton Or have my friends saying "can't believe man's gone" On my own two feet's what I stand on Till the day that I'm gone, I'm gonna stand strong [Chorus] (Cursed) No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed) Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed) No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed) Got me singing like (ooh) [Verse 2] I've got a point to prove, you can't stop me I've gotta leave a legacy and do it properly When I was young, I was shook with knock-knee Never been signed so no label could drop me A couple of man in the ends did hot me Put me off-track for a while, flopped me Never forget the beef I had near Brockley Man tried draw for the leng and pop me So I show respect for my dons, they got me Going on reckless? These days, that's not me When I was young, it was hard, never got P That's why I stay strong and never drop fee Doing shows from Barça to Swansea Me and my crew are tight like a onesie Never used to be smart with money, I was clumsy Now I make Ps for my wife, my kids and my mumzy [Chorus] (Cursed) No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed) Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed) No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed) Got me singing like (ooh) [Verse 3] Kim was good to me when I was young That was my don Joey and Patsy's mum She gave me somewhere to stay when I was on the run I couldn't stay with my family or even my mum It was a hard life, I was in the slums I was around ganja, knife, coke, and guns I was only fifteen, feeling like a big man Rolling with Jamie and David [?] Out on the streets, feeling like I'm He-Man Stratford had man shook when they seen man I was locked for a bit but they had to free man Shawshank Redemption like Morgan Freeman Sixteen before I met my brother [?] Before that, I knew Anthony and Stephen That's my family, for my life And there's no way I can ever leave them [Chorus] (Cursed) No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed) Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed) No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed) Got me singing like (ooh)