Song Meaning
The lyrics paint a disorienting picture of a relationship or state of being characterized by a strange, artificial environment. The repeated phrase "Lover, lover" juxtaposed with "aquatic slime" and "plastic mile" creates an unsettling contrast between affection and decay, or perhaps a manufactured intimacy. It suggests a world where genuine connection is replaced by something synthetic and perhaps even toxic.
The central tension seems to lie in a struggle against this artificial reality, or a reluctant embrace of it. Phrases like "Who wants to be into fact" and the repeated question "How long have we sung the hymn?" hint at a weariness with a prescribed or false narrative. The "criminal inner fever" and the act of "holding tight" suggest a desperate attempt to maintain some grip on reality or passion within this suffocating, "plastic" existence.
The most striking craft element is the deliberate ambiguity and repetition, creating a dreamlike or even nightmarish quality. The cyclical structure, with verses mirroring each other and the recurring refrain of "Holding tight, the laughter / 'Criminal' inner fever / Hold on tight... / Some...to sleepiness," emphasizes a feeling of being trapped. The final lines, "Living passive and in my own trap," solidify this sense of resigned entrapment, a stark conclusion to the preceding confusion.
This piece resonates because it captures a feeling of pervasive artificiality and the internal struggle against it. The lyrics don't offer easy answers but instead immerse the listener in a mood of unease and a desperate, almost futile, clinging to something real amidst a manufactured world. The ambiguity of the "lover" and the "hymn" allows for a projection of personal anxieties onto this strange, "plastic" landscape.