I Ain’t Gon Lie

Lyrics

[Intro] I ain't gon' lie (Gon' lie), nah, I ain't gon' lie (Ayy) I used to feel like I ain't gon' cry (DTdaKidd) But I ain't know why (B-B-Beat those drums) [Verse 1] I almost lost my mama to COVID, got me back focused If you love me, it ain't enough that you told me, rather you showed me I'm up late watching the Lakers with my baby, thinkin' 'bout Kobe Hate that I'm stuck and snowed in, wakin' up watchin' Frozen Learn to hide my emotions and make it hard to expose you I left and they won without me, I guess I'm just like DeRozan Like an auction on houses, I'm still lookin' for closure (Closure) Tryna deal with it sober I learnеd that when you real, if it don't kill you when you hеal, then it's over (Then it's over) I just caught a chill, I'm gettin' colder I still got my MAC like Khalil, bought a sack like Khalil And I'm right at home, back in the field, a soldier (A soldier) [Chorus] I ain't gon' lie, nah, I ain't gon' lie (I ain't gon' lie) I used to feel like I ain't gon' cry But I ain't know why (I ain't know why) That was back when I was so high Livin' like I wasn't gon' die (Like I wasn't gon' die) Now I won't let a hour go by I got feelings that I won't deny [Verse 2] I almost lost my daddy to a seizure, couldn't believe it Caught me by surprise after takin' my heart out the freezer Crazy, I never learned to forgive, that's why I'm grievin' (Grievin') Trauma I dealt with since a kid which led to drinkin' (Drinkin') I just had a panic attack, I was barely breathin' (Breathin') Wonder where the Xanax be at when you really need 'em (Need 'em) Used to abuse 'em, I thought it was therapeutic I always was getting zooted, if I wasn't makin' this music, I'd lose it Truth is nine on me like Vucevic Paranoid a Judas might cross me like a crucifix Lookin' for love, nobody taught me how to do the shit My biggest fear is gettin' caught up with a groupie bitch (Nah, for real) [Chorus] I ain't gon' lie, nah, I ain't gon' lie (I ain't gon' lie) I used to feel like I ain't gon' cry But I ain't know why (I ain't know why) That was back when I was so high Livin' like I wasn't gon' die (Like I wasn't gon' die) Now I won't let a hour go by I got feelings that I won't deny (I won't deny) [Outro] (DTdaKidd) (B-B-Beat those drums)