Lavender Bones

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Sick of having empty habits Leading to the selfish havoc I'm lonely in my own bones You're unweaving where you stand Stitch me into all your plans Just like a cherry stone [Pre-Chorus 1] Temporary fleeting thrills Keep me bruised and make me ill My skin has lavender tones Tell me I'm a loaded gun Tie me up and come undone I can cover it up, I can cover it up I can cover it up, I can cover it [Chorus] I know I'm out of my depth, but I just float in it I try to do my best, stop picking fights with it I wanna be upset, you're not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it Try to speak my mind, wish it was by design But I can only confess to having doubts with it Don't wanna feel regret, I'm not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it (I can cover it up, I can cover it up) [Verse 2] Spending time with or without you Cutting corners just to get You out of my Goddamn mind Keep your words up where they're brewing I want something worth pursuing Still letting you curl my spine [Pre-Chorus 2] Temporary fleeting thrills Keep me bruised and make me ill My lonely lavender bones Tell me how to hurt for fun Tie me up and come undone I can cover it up, I can cover it [Chorus] I know I'm out of my depth, but I just float in it I try to do my best, stop picking fights with it I wanna be upset, you're not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it Try to speak my mind, wish it was by design But I can only confess to having doubts with it Don't wanna feel regret, I'm not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it [Bridge] What have I done? Chewing on my words Nothing's enough, I rinse myself in the dirt Sold all my time to a plastic ecstasy Nothing's enough [Chorus] I know I'm out of my depth, but I just float in it I try to do my best, stop picking fights with it I wanna be upset, you're not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it Try to speak my mind, wish it was by design But I can only confess to having doubts with it Don't wanna feel regret, I'm not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it I can cover it up, I can cover it [Outro] I can cover it up, I can cover it up What have I done? I can cover it up, I can cover it Nothing's enough I can cover it up, I can cover it up