Ragged Bed

Lyrics

[Verse 1] You should let me rot in this smelly ragged bed It's not my will that I want back I will count my father thousand steps I will count my mother thousand lies The marches of people fighting The tragedies of emperors without crowns I will never ask myself again What's the meaning of believing in myself Is there a reason to remain besides My stray ideals of purification? Let me rot in this bed of crimes and sweat Save from my empty nights of alcohol [Chorus] And everytime your hands grasp my neck I feel saved like, like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying without changing? And everytime your hands grasp my neck I feel saved like, like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying without changing? And everytime your hands grasp my neck I feel saved like, like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying without changing? [Verse 2] I know how useless is to ask you to spare me now I know how useless is to believe in the bold Fascination of my sexuality What nails me inside? Is the ecstasy of your lifeless body The decadent shine of your lust? I ignore the sense, the sense of perfection The end is in between our lips While we deny love, it's coronation I want to embrace you and forget The condamnetion that God inflicted us Have I ever, ever been free? [Chorus] And everytime your hands grasp my neck I feel saved like, like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying without changing? And everytime your hands grasp my neck I feel saved like, like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying without changing? And everytime your hands grasp my neck I feel saved like, like the Christ Is this your courage? Is this the courage? How true is the luck of dying without changing?