spiderwebs

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's wintertime in my mind, out my head Overtime, out of line, underslept Under ride, over grind, under fed Tore me to pieces and tossed me like Wonder Bread Nothing's been looking up, feelings keep cooking up Monster in my closet, me and him hooking up 'Cause it's fight or it's flight So I'm on a plane every night And I beat up myself till I eat up myself Up, down, left, right, yeah, I cheat on myself Focused on times when I needed your help But you lеft me a mess I can't clean up mysеlf [Chorus] I'm trapped in spiderwebs Made from things you said and promised I just can't pretend All this pain will end, no stopping These self-destructive Thoughts stay with me all the time You got me locked in I'm trapped in, I'm trapped in your design [Post-Chorus] Ooh-woo-ooh-ooh-ooh (I'm trapped in) Ooh-woo-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh [Verse 2] Broken down zombie mechanics work on me I can't figure it out, you don't want me? Trust me, I'm lying, I gave up, I'm trying Got eyes in the back of my head, so stay silent 'Cause I see red with thoughts of you mixed in it Hateful, my veins cold like Michigan Used to fixate on pictures of us Now I see them and throw up my guts Throw up my guts, this can't be love Bury it deep down with nothing above A bottomless pit where I'm never enough Dream something's chasing me, but I can't run [Chorus] I'm trapped in spiderwebs Made from things you said and promised I just can't pretend All this pain will end, no stopping These self-destructive Thoughts stay with me all the time You got me locked in I'm trapped in, I'm trapped in your design [Post-Chorus] Ooh-woo-ooh-ooh-ooh (I'm trapped in) Ooh-woo-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh (I'm trapped in) Ooh-woo-ooh-ooh-ooh (I'm trapped in) Ooh-woo-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh [Outro] I've been trapped inside your spiderweb I'm too-t-too far-far go-o-one Trapped inside your spiderweb I'm too-too far-far, too-too far-far (You left me a mess I can't clean up myself)