Lyrics

I've been walking the streets I've been walking all alone Counting all the wires That connect all the homes But the counting is absurd I've been fleeing to bars to kill my nerves But with my shot of George Dickel And looking in the mirror Looking like some loner murderer I never, never, never, never wanna look like a loner murderer Can't I ever, ever just be some kind of happy sheep herderеr (Humming) Yes my brain is too full Overflowing my brain I must make a list Of all thе lists I must make And the first is to start Looking to Jesus My love is such a sham But I'm so lazy how can I change? And there's lightning Larry looking for me Is this what I've heard? (What he heard?) Ahh the fat cat monster own me But it's not his turn (not his turn) And here comes my landlord I hope she doesn't see me Hide, I have to hide, as she crosses the street I'm feeling forsaken, all too human Sad, lost, naked, and stupid And I never, never, never, wanna feel naked and stupid Can't I ever, ever, ever just be some kind of "A" student (Humming) And you've been so lovely (nope) And you've been so lovely So sweet and so kind You hid me away and kept me in wine I wanna hold you in the long dark fight But I told Walter I'd have his money at midnight And besides, Celeste will be there I wanna stand like an actor Blow smoke into the air I want to hm hm hm hm hm hm hmmm Hm hm hm hm hm hmmm