Leave Me Alone

Lyrics

[Intro] Feel like I haven't talked to y'all, done missed me My pain run deep Day after day I dropped tears writin' this shit Seems like I push against the clouds They just keep blockin' out the sun It seems since I was born I've wakened every blessing morning (true shit) Down on my luck and up against the wind [Verse] Yeah, down on my knees, every night I gotta pray The judge wanna lock me up and take my life away I got some shit up on my chest I feel I gotta say This shit 'bout to get deep so listen up, ain't 'bout to play Lord, sometimes I really need your help I'm stressin' real hard, sometimes I want to kill myself I stopped takin' these drugs because they bad for my health One night I load the revolver with a full six shells It get deeper than that, that's why I stay with a strap My love for some fuck niggas, got some wounds in my back Niggas 'posed to be my brothers, why they cross me real bad? I ain't even think twice, I ain't takin' 'em back Watched my mama struggle tryna get them bills Hit the streets with my brother, fiendin' for a meal 'Cause the labels scared of me and they don't want to give a deal Ain't gon' hold shit back, nigga I'ma tell it real Yeah I stayed with my mama, I was sleepin' on the floor Even sharin' rooms with one bed with my lil bro Jada looked me in my eyes, where my daddy 'bout to go? Daddy gotta make a way 'cause I'm always on the road Big Test told me one day this shit was gon' get deep Can't let this shit stop, you gotta stay on your feet Take this shit like you was boxing when you bob and you weave Why the people say they love me always just wanna leave? Fifty K in that jewelry, need my neck cold That shit don't mean nothin' when it's all gone And some bitches did me bold, that's why I love wrong People tend to cross me, send them hitters, want 'em all gone They don't know about this pain shit, oh yeah it run deep Seein' my brother in the box just was like seein' me My own family talk about me, yeah they changed on me Think a nigga at the top but I feel lonely Seven kids, six baby mamas, that's a lot of drama Five of 'em cool, and that one, yeah she full of drama Even want me dead, yeah this shit is sad and wrong On the low she'll set a nigga up and get me gone Always puttin' in my son head, daddy always wrong But daddy tryna get it and daddy he never home I'm always callin' my kids always up on the phone Heard my pops got mad when I told the world that he stoned 12 hit the block just to set me up and catch me up Told my mama if I die you know that they done wet me up They told her they ain't gon' stop 'til they catch me and they get they luck Sittin' here with this MAC-11, they can't take me bruh 12 hit the block just to set me up and catch me up Told my mama if I die you know that they done wet me up They told her they ain't gon' stop 'til they catch me and they get they luck Sittin' here with this MAC-11, they can't take me bruh [Outro] Ayy that shit real deep, nigga that's just life shit Motherfucker so short, I couldn't get enough of my pain off on this one Part two comin' though I done did enough tears on this bitch, I'ma let the beat cry for y'all