What i wanted

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I can never tell when something's going wrong They told me that my problems are not everyone's But anything you need, I'll try and get it done Though I feel like they got me in a hit and run [Pre-Chorus 1] I love that I'm so frustrated I hate that I cannot say it I love that I'm always breaking I hate this bed but I'm the one who made it [Chorus] I chase the same thing Can't trust myself, don't know what I want I'm in the same place And it's not what I wanted Too patient these days Or maybe I'm just not using my time right Back to my same ways And it's not what I wanted at all [Verse 2] I can never tell when something's going right How I feel is something and I just throw aside Am I looking for something to feel more alive Or am I scared do I just want a place to hide? [Pre-Chorus 2] I love that I'm so complacent I hate that I'm always faded I love that I'm on your playlist I hate this bed but I'm the one who made it [Chorus] I chase the same thing Can't trust myself, don't know what I want I'm in the same place And it's not what I wanted Too patient these days Or maybe I'm just not using my time right Back to my same ways And it's not what I wanted at all [Bridge] This is not how I wanna feel time pass But I know that it always ends up like that This is not how I wanna feel time pass Every day's another moment that I'm sidetracked This is not how I wanna feel time pass But I know that it always ends up like that This is not how I wanna feel time pass Every day's another moment that I'm sidetracked [Chorus] I chase the same thing Can't trust myself, don't know what I want I'm in the same place And it's not what I wanted Too patient these days Or maybe I'm just not using my time right Back to my same ways And it's not what I wanted at all [Outro] That sounds sick, honestly Are you fuckin' with it?