Lyrics

Up and down just to see you smile with a cup of tea. i've seen better days. today I thought about giving up, given up on me, but the comfort still remains. a walk in the rain passing by your window, I asked myself, "is she dead?" holding you in my arms crying in the rain, I said nothing. I woke up by a phone call from my mom, I tried not to cry. say to me it's okay, she said it's okay then I remembered that I saw your eyes and not the rain. your family cried, your friends all cried, I finally cried when I realized what love is. sitting on the bathroom floor asking "why?" I think your stronger for wanting to stay alive. all of the sudden I thought you were leaving, didn't you know you gave me something to believe in? you kept me breathing when my times were down. the last time I saw you I took a good look at the sky. and you told me something. I should have said something, then I remembered that I saw your eyes and not the rain