When You Smile At Me

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Rise and shine, convince myself Not to let it all float away Poke a hole in my frontal lobe Never have to think again Took this small step back and realized just what's at hand Self-pity, pathetic [?] Do you ignore the fact or am I [?] Hear you mention my name and I'm begging for the end You were right all along Well, there's something wrong with me But what's the point of preaching If you're so desperate to leave Drag my body off the stage, with my guts spilled on thе floor Meekly step around the mess, as you'rе heading for the door Do you ignore the fact or am I [?] I see you smiling at me, and I can feel it creeping in [Chorus] Because I'm so fucked up when you smile at me Oh yeah, I'm so fucked up when you smile at me And I can't do without all this sympathy You know it's so fucked up when you smile at me Now, it hurts too much to hear you say my name Oh yeah, it hurts too much to hear you say my name Now I'm so fucked up, undeniably When you smile at me When you smile at me Yeah [Verse 2] These pounds of flesh carved from my bones It's all for you, I sacrifice Bleeding for those who hate my blood Yet it's the only way I get to survive And you can see Why, [?], I pull it out from time to time Gaze upon my mirror of [?] and its eyes gaze back into mine Do you ignore the fact, or am I that good at hiding it? I put my hands on your face and I force your lips to [?] [Chorus] Because I'm so fucked up when you smile at me Oh yeah, I'm so fucked up when you smile at me And I can't do without all this sympathy You know it's so fucked up when you smile at me Now, it hurts too much to hear you say my name Oh yeah, it hurts too much to hear you say my name Now I'm so fucked up, undeniably When you smile at me When you smile at me Yeah