Heavier

Lyrics

[Verse 1] No doubt I've done this to myself The more you know, the more you know And I just can't quit it if you couldn't tell I've seen it all, I've seen it all And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest [Pre-Chorus] Am I a fake? Am I a fraud? And is it worth losing you for? Another pain I can't ignore Another morning on the floor I take the blame, I wanna change But I can't settle the score Now I'm a slave to better days And I'm not willing anymore I had a dream that I was drowning everyone I've ever loved [Chorus] I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest [Verse 2] Cold water running down my face Just let it go, just let it go But there is no mending what I can't replace I should've known, I should've known [Pre-Chorus] Am I a fake? Am I a fraud? And am I worth losing you for? Now I'm gutted to the core Like I've never been before [Chorus] I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest [Bridge] Now it's sinking in Thick skin is wearing thin Out of my mind And it won't come as any surprise And I've paid for it this time [Chorus] I'm feeling heavier, despite my hollow soul I'm feeling anxious now, it's swallowing me whole And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest While I wrestle with these demons pressing on my chest [Outro] I'm feeling, I'm feeling I'm feeling heavier I'm feeling, I'm feeling I'm feeling heavier