God Forgive Us (Demo)

Lyrics

[Lyrics from Snippet] [Sample] [Intro: KXNG Crooked] Can't go through a testimonial Without saying the word test Let me testify... [Verse 1: KXNG Crooked] They say earth just another form of hell Men are the demons, spending precious minutes killing and scheming, I fell Victim myself, dealing and thieving, stealing and beefing, the street was revealing the villain and heathen was me I don't talk deep boy shit to seem hard N**ga, my coke so Mexican it need a green card Bringing orders over the border, so Tijuana knowing if federalis catch me I won't even see minyana Your honor, I was just a poor kid Curse me, that's what I thought that the lord did It irks me, knowing I belong somewhere, just not in this place Probably should be locked in a rocket and shot into space This for me, this is for nobody else This the pre-suicide note I can't forget myself Meant to be here, I probably wasn't Honestly, Dominic is the product of a condom busting [Verse 2: Joe Budden] I killed for you, provide for you, thought I was your crest Cause' I told you I would die for you, what did I decide to do? Cheat and lie to you, I'm sure that pain was undeniable But I can't find any places for me to hide the truth Put this on the bibles, close to the yard For kicking you out of a crib that was supposed to be ours The fight we never should have been in, now it's you vs. the side bitch Handed you the baggage, but you'll curl on the fly twist Bad neglect, for the lack of respect Even made you feel unattractive, you was average at best See I put these other hoes in your car, in your bed My wife in your life, your mind, my head So she left me, not like I gave her a choice How could we ever raise kids, I'm busy raising my voice And I'm trying now to live with myself How could you forgive me when I ain't learn how to forgive myself Look, I'm sorry... [Sample] [Verse 3: Joell Ortiz] If I would see homie right now would be a bang out With me since the ??? just let them ring out Try to knock each other brains out, so many shots, I can't count They would never know me and son used to hang out Everybody making mistakes, but my mistake, ouch Why the fuck would I go to that party up in Jermaine's house Bring that half-gallon of E&J out, blow haze out my nose, all these hoes ended on Lauren couch That n**ga's a motherfucker, my n**ga bitch, I'ma sucka She sittin under them covers eyes dripping Why did I touch her, I'm tripping, I gotta figure now how to fuck him up Tell my brother I stuck my dick in his baby mother, what the? I didn't even get the chance to Came out in my man's crew, threw shots at me constantly as I ran through Heard him yelling 'damn you' as he tried to clear me Seventeen years of drama, he's still [???] [Verse 4: Royce Da 5'9] Art be the kind way to speak and bind with brothers I don't get why people be talking about how blinding love is Feel out with my oldest sibling over...