Ashamed

Lyrics

[Intro: Jonathan Hay] The journey That struggle [Chorus: Mike Smith] I'm so ashamed of how it got this way I don't know what to do I just don't feel like I'm still any good for you [Scratches: DJ Revolution] All the pressure and pain Tryna maintain Drowning my sorrows Such shame All the pressure and pain Tryna maintain All the pressure and pain Drowning my sorrows Such shame [Verse: KXNG Crooked] God, I told myself these are the words I'd never say I'm my own worst opponent and it hurts in every way You ever thought about smashing the mirrors in the house So you don't have to see the same person that hurts you every day? I have, I'm shattered Can I pick up the pieces before I pick up a piece and squeeze? Just give up on breathing, go live up with Jesus Give up, I'm leavin', sick of the freezing rain Switch up the season, the reason, because I need some sunshine This umbrella I'm under, while it's raining alcohol See we're abusing each other I'm just tryna drown my problems in a bottle of Jack Daniels Let me talk to y'all about a couple of problems I can't handle See my whole family's starvin', I need dollars to feed 'em A dropout, nobody college degreed him I went the block route, where cops playin' God with your freedom What's the odds? I'ma beat 'em All of my friends, man they're gone when I need 'em The same song plays over and over My life's bullshit, it's getting older and older I pour more Jack over the soda, told ya I hate being sober Prob'ly need to meditate with Deepak Chopra and Oprah I hope for hope, some meaning for tomorrow And I wish I didn't drink, but ain't no genie in this bottle I know, I gotta change and realize I'm highly worth it But until then, my favorite excuse is "nobody's perfect" [Chorus: Mike Smith] I'm so ashamed of how it got this way I don't know what to do I just don't feel like I'm still any good for you [Scratches: DJ Revolution] All the pressure and pain Tryna maintain All the pressure and pain Drowning my sorrows with bottles Such shame All the pressure and pain Tryna maintain All the pressure and pain Look up in the mirror, my reflection is a damn shame It's a shame, nobody else to blame It's a shame, nobody else to blame It's a shame, it's a shame, it's a shame It's a shame, nobody else to blame It's a shame, nobody else to blame It's a shame, nobody else to blame [Chorus: Mike Smith] I'm so ashamed of how it got this way I don't know what to do I just don't feel like I'm still any good for you [Scratches: DJ Revolution] All the pressure and pain Tryna maintain Drowning my sorrows Is a damn shame All the pressure and pain Tryna maintain Drowning my sorrows Such shame All the pressure and pain The pressure and pain Pressure and pain