Revolver

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Maybe I'm just trynna save my mother Maybe you're looking for a father figure So you then can't abandon him Girl, is this what we're standing in? Maybe I'm just being paranoid Conversations that I had with Freud It's just so hard to gain acceptance Of these dreams that I had destroyed If you picture me as a boy Could you find some compassion then? All the pain that I had endured Let me down in the path of sin Sinking back in that black hole there Fear is here, it's a pathogen Powerlessness of your darkness Well, it's a time warp that traps us in Somehow now going back to then Somehow I seen it all before Love, I knew it was never fair I may care to go call it war Woman, I got this bleeding heart It's leaking out all on the floor Maybe that's just the greedy part 'Cause it only makes me want it more [Hook] (x2) This is like a revolver, I can't let this shit go I just keep trynna solve her, I just need to let go I'm going 'round and 'round and spinning From the end back to the beginning But I keep ending up in the same place that I already been in [Verse 2] I don't know why I believe your lies Over and over, colder and colder It gets behind your freezing eyes Those freezing eyes, I'm trapped inside Your icy soul, I can't even breathe inside How could you just leave me to die? Making me guess of the reason why Maybe I'll go get even by Cracking the skull of either guy that I suspect Wondering if this vibe's correct I'm driving by like twice the check Before I roll up in this tattoo shop mid-afternoon to slice his neck The wrath and doom advice that wrecked me once is back for my respect My respect for you was mile-high Up on a pedestal, my oh my You were my ride-or-die, all that was riding by Word to my guiding light, who woulda knew? You make me die inside, put me in fight or flight Bring out my violent side, I got a lion's pride And I can't let this shit slide, can I? Your two faces, Miss Gemini But this deception that's mixed up in my Spiraled mind, a kind of twisted semi sly design It's a tangled web that the spider winds 'til the anger spread At your hiding crimes, all the things you said May have had my heart, that angel's dead [Hook] (x2) This is like a revolver, I can't let this shit go I just keep trynna solve her, I just need to let go I'm going 'round and 'round and spinning From the end back to the beginning But I keep ending up in the same place that I already been in