Beautiful

Lyrics

[Verse 1] In the spiralling mind, what do we dive in and find? The deeper we fall depends on just how high that we climb I guess we all built this wall here, one lie at a time Went to great lengths for the longest to try and deny Did you resolve your past yet? 'Cause I didn't mine So between love and hate, just how wide is the line? For me to bottle all this pain's just deciding on dying That's the urgency I have when I'm writing a rhyme Every fibеr inside of this fire of mine Full of irе, a virus in such a violent time Take the wrath and the pride, just divide it in sides Feel the passion arise, as it arrives in his eyes And I'm gone, back into this standing parade Pull the pin out on this fucking hand grenade that I wave Left abandoned, betrayed, I played a hand in this fate Maybe that's the only thing I'll understand and create [Hook] They say I'm strange, and I am unusual This all I got here, my life is a musical I know you don't love me, you love what I do for you They call it ugly, but I say it's beautiful They say I'm strange, yeah, and I'm still unusual I talk to myself here, I'm trynna get through to you And nobody love you, just love what they do to you So I just take everything that's brutal, and uh, I make it beautiful [Verse 2] When I'm in your speakers, half the rhyme I go jeepers-creepers I play for keepers, smash phenomenal pieces This is a star being born, astrological features How do you mourn pathological creatures? Riding the storm 'til five in the morn, colliding with scorns Taking the bath with these leeches, jesus It's such a passionate thesis, I leak on pieces of pages There's no peace in this beast, I try to keep it in cages But I can't contain it, blood and pain in a painting What a strange entertaining sudden change when he's saying it Cut a vein and then drained it, that's the level of payment That I gave to the game, no other way to explain it, ain't it? Something worth living for I found in my darkness Will I be forgiven or go drown with the heartless? I guess it still remains to be seen If I can just go back to sleep and try changing the dream [Hook] They say I'm strange, and I am unusual This all I got here, my life is a musical I know you don't love me, you love what I do for you They call it ugly, but I say it's beautiful They say I'm strange, yeah, and I'm still unusual I talk to myself here, I'm trynna get through to you And nobody love you, just love what they do to you So I just take everything that's brutal, and uh, I make it beautiful