we dont even make music

Lyrics

Tryna get my footing back Got stuck up in the pavement My brain is bleeding black and I can't fix it I'm a train wreck Caught a diagnoses I can't stop it without payment Violent thoughts are plaguing me To put it in laments Picked a fight and lost it I can only blame myself Think I'm feeling hopeless I just wish that I could tell Life just met me swinging like a flooding hurricane Can't even keep my focus from the mental lidocaine I wanna get back to me At least so I can see If I'm doing the very thing that God knows I sure should be Gonna try to make this right Reset my black to white Turn around and start making my way Back to the light Way back when I wasn't always like this way back then Know my words do morе harm than I intend It's funny I regret Thе feelings that I let Show what's inside my head My ego's need a check It's tired of talking So exhausting So many times I let my mouth do the walking Too many times that I couldn't feel this lie So many times it wasn't real besides I got that reckless broken heart of stone You know I couldn't break it on my own And if I truly wished to be alone Then I would be gone from you I got that reckless broken heart of stone You know I couldn't break it on my own And if I truly wish to be alone Then I would gone from you Been taking a big step back Accounting for what I lack Let it pile into a big stack Now my psyches under attack I'm finding new emotions Can't say I'm good to go yet Tho I'm getting better when I spend time In the moment I wanna get back to me At least so I can see If I'm doing the very thing that God knows I sure should be Gonna try to make this right Reset my black to white Turn around and start making my way Back to the light