Japanese Crying Season

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Should I cry? But the tears won't fall from my face Yes sometimes I feel outta place When everybody dreams coming true But what about me? What about Blew? I've been waiting for the opportunity of a lifetime So I write rhymes from the day to the nighttime And I know that they doubt me But what would this world be without me? Mother nature kissed me when the wind blows And watching the rain from my windows Makes me think, 'Can I make a difference?' Why would I try to be heard? Nobody listens Let the rain drop every last raindrop Man, I wish the rain would stop For years and years, I stand out in the rain so they can't see my tears, ya know? [Chorus] I've been hurt so bad Times it makes me sad Would you rain on me? Would you please rain on me? I don't understand This was not my plan Would you rain on me? I'm begging please Don't stop the rain [Verse 2, ViM] Who are you to give me the cue to go? You compare to me? I mean really though Y'all fade, I am far from fictional They try to keep me down but it's crazy what ambition do Crept in my own swag, became an individual 'cause people just do what everybody else do Friends telling me no one do it better than you Stuck in a life that I am not used to So much on my mind, as much as we been through You should know that I miss you But I must carry this weight like obese feet Not stopping anytime soon, got goals I wanna reach Just now understanding what my dad tried to teach Flashbacks when he used to give me that conscious speech Ni**as I'm around too weak 'cause most ni**as too weak to even think Yeah [Chorus] I've been hurt so bad Times it makes me sad Would you rain on me? Would you please rain on me? I don't understand This was not my plan Would you rain on me? I'm begging please Don't stop the rain [Verse 3] If I pour my heart out on this track All I wanna know is would you give it back 'cause the world is cruel, the devil use 'em as tools It's always a new death on the news This a battle we continue to lose When God reach his hand out, tell me why you refuse to accept it Why have a child and neglect it? When they look up to you to be protective Grandma, why you had to die so soon? That's the reason that I cried last June People don't know how I'm feeling inside 'cause I'm always smiling on the outside Dad didn't want me, family turned they back on me My own mom didn't want me (nope) But I'm still here and I'm standing strong 'cause the rain never last that long, ya know? [Chorus] I've been hurt so bad Times it makes me sad Would you rain on me? Would you please rain on me? I don't understand This was not my plan Would you rain on me? I'm begging please Don't stop the rain [Verse 4, Brian Flores] I've learned to erase my bad days, yeah I've had days That was just a fad, I've overcome my past ways Can't be mad, I'm just filling up these ash trays Burning both ends of the candle, making a pathway Digging myself out of the hole that I've been in My goal is to leave the world better than when I went in Born into it but the beginning is not the ending It took twenty-four years to keep these wheels from spinning Grinning no regrets, it happens for a purpose Dwelling causes swelling and man, it isn't worth it You can try all you want, God is the only perfect And the odds mean nothing if you believe in yourself Growing up I thought I had a one way ticket On the bus of opportunity, turns out I missed it I was taking life for granted but now I understand It will never work out how you plan it, and that's true [Chorus] I've been hurt so bad Times it makes me sad Would you rain on me? Would you please rain on me? I don't understand This was not my plan Would you rain on me? I'm begging please Don't stop the rain