Lyrics

[Verse] I'm fillin' up my cup, sittin' back in my room Think about what I done, wonder what I gotta do Funny how things change, I don't know what I missed But I remember it was hate, now they think I'm the shit I don't wanna sing a song but, this song made me think Of all these better days who thought they'd still exist Pour one for the fans, another one for the clique All the way to the top, yeah I'm comin' up in a bit Been dumb enough for [the?] minute, young enough not to care Don't think about [how?] I'm livin', I just put one in [the air?] Kinda like my mind, always up in the clouds And it doesn't matter how high 'cause, I'm never coming down [Pre-Chorus] There I go again, always think too much Started fallin' down, to find a pick me up There I go again, always think too much Started fallin' down, to find a pick me up [Chorus] And I don't know what I been thinking I guess it's something else that gets me by And I don't know what I been drinking I guess it's something else that gets me high And I don't know what I been thinking I guess it's something else that gets me by And I don't know what I been drinking I guess it's something else that gets me high [Verse 2] Think back to the start, thought I was a man I was just tryna do me and just do what I can Coulda finished at school but, I had other plans All I wanted was respect, was never in it for the bands Never in it for the 'gram, still in it for the rush Empty cup, fill it again I'm just tryna get home, wherever that could be I don't know anymore, but I guess I have this dream What's a dream if you can't chase it What's the point of doing good if they aren't hatin' What's the point of havin' [drive?] if you're still sittin' in the car waitin' What's the point of havin' a finish line if you don't even start racin' Worryin' 'bout the last placement, but [Pre-Chorus] There I go again, always think too much Started fallin' down, to find a pick me up There I go again, always think too much Started fallin' down, to find a pick me up [Chorus] And I don't know what I been thinking I guess it's something else that gets me by And I don't know what I been drinking I guess it's something else that gets me high And I don't know what I been thinking I guess it's something else that gets me by And I don't know what I been drinking I guess it's something else that gets me high [Outro] And I don't know what I been thinking I guess it's something else that gets me by And I don't know what I been drinking I guess it's something else that gets me high And I don't know what I been thinking I guess it's something else that gets me by And I don't know what I been drinking I guess it's something else—