Lyrics

[Verse 1] Good morning, Father, it's the first day That I woke up without your daily breathing Exercises and your prayers that I used to Hate so much 'Cause they were lasting for too long But I kinda miss your preaches Now that I found myself going to church and Started praying for my friends and my family 'Cause that's the only thing that keeps me going on [Refrain] Oh, Lord Why did you decide To make the rule of time? Listen to me, Lord I just don't feel ready at all [Pre-Chorus] And I never understood Your apologies Every inch I grew Every time I dreamed You just shed a tear That I couldn't see But why'd you hidе that growing isn't easy? [Chorus] Why'd you only sing When I wasn't home? Thе song that I would sing When I'm all alone Like you shed a tear That I couldn't see You and I, we are both still fighting it [Verse 2] This is probably the last song I would write without thinking 'bout reception But I thought it'd be a missed opportunity Not to make a bland song In an album about my life Let's just let go for a moment All this chit-chat 'bout artistry is tedious And it made me just forget that I'm a child still and not a grown-up Do I really have to care? [Refrain] Oh, Lord Why did you decide To make the rule of time? Listen to me, Lord I just don't feel ready at all [Pre-Chorus] And I never understood Your apologies Every inch I grew Every time I dreamed You just shed a tear That I couldn't see But why'd you hide that growing isn't easy? [Chorus] Why'd you only sing When I wasn't home? The song that I would sing When I'm all alone Like you shed a tear That I couldn't see You and I, we are both still fighting it [Outro] Now, that I understand your apologies Is there anything like a remedy? How can I grow back all my memories? Is there really no way but just fighting it? I understand your apologies Is there anything like a remedy? How can I grow back all my memories? Is there really no way but just fighting it?