Over & Over

Lyrics

[Chorus:] Sometimes I slide sway Silently I slowly lose myself Over & over [Chorus 2:] Take comfort in my skin Endlessly Surrender to my will Forever & ever Sometimes I ask myself Why do I do what I do When it comes to me I've been around for all these years And every year gets harder But it's up to me to perceive Life's lessons are hard to deal with Every day gives air but it's hard to breathe And sometimes I just wanna fade Into the darkness, alone, where I can't be seen So many problems and tribulations You would think I'd have it easy but I don't just saying How much longer till I finally make it I feel I work hard but it gets frustrating I live my dream but success brings struggle And with struggle comes stress when it comes to this hustle Everyday I try to make it work But I'm tired and weak, so I sit and observe I see the things people say about me I brush it off and keep going 'cause there's no other way And if I quit today Then everything I've sacrificed for would be gone in vain I live my life on the edge of the stage Never knowing what's next so I try to rest But I'm always called back to the grind By the blood in my veins and the heart in my chest [Chorus:] Sometimes I slide sway Silently I slowly lose myself Over & over Sometimes I slide sway Silently I slowly lose myself Over & over Have you ever been hated for just being you Or for speaking your mind, well if you have then I feel you You're not alone 'cause I feel that pain And a whole bunch more but I hide it all away No weakness in the public's eyes Because it gives ammunition to the ones I despise I remain locked away in my own shell Built a wall high up in my own hell Seclude myself and get lost in the music It's the only thing I know and without it I feel useless I go away to a place in my mind My escape from the world, a way out from the bad times But when the playlist ends I snap back to my life And snap back to the goals that I got in sight And it feels like it's so close And yet it's so far away but I'm trying to make the most Of what I have instead of what I don't have And I guess in the end I'm even glad when I feel sad At least I know that I'm breathing Through the good and the bad I always search for the meaning And if I ever find it I'll let ya know So you can pick yourself up if your ever feeling low Until then and it's done and said Let the words of this hook sing inside your head like [Chorus:] Sometimes I slide sway Silently I slowly lose myself Over & over Sometimes I slide sway Silently I slowly lose myself Over & over I look at myself and I have so many questions Why me, what's the key to this lesson How can I learn or unlock the door If it's barricaded up from the sky to the floor How can I live when it don't seem worth it I push on 'cause my people deserve it I push on 'cause you fans keep me goin' Even when I seem to question the path that I've chosen I have devotion and the will of an iron sword I took an oath now I know what I'm fighting for If I could help just one of you kids Gets through a rough time then all this bullshit was worth it My heart beats to the rhythm of this drum kit My brain's clear when I'm writing all these verses Fear nothing times three with a purpose Sharing knowledge with those who deserve it And even when I get shit-twisted I'm always gonna learn and just sit down and listen But with every day death draws closer I'm almost thirty now and every day I'm more sober But every day is a new adventure And until the trip's over I will always remember And even if things don't go my way I'll still be here every single day like [Chorus:] Sometimes I slide sway Silently I slowly lose myself Over & over [Chorus 2:] Take comfort in my skin Endlessly Surrender to my will Forever & ever Surrender to my will Forever & ever Surrender to my will Forever & ever