rot.

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Once again I'm stuck inside my room Ain't that familiar? I don't know what to do I wanna go outside, but I can barely move Without me feeling like I'll throw up on my shoes So I'll just shower until my skin peels W-w-wonder if anyone knows how this feels Startin' to feel like nothing 'bout this shit's real Addicted to my phone so much I skip meals Just to scroll a little more [Chorus] I've started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself I can't trust anybody, so I don't ask for help I've just startin' to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself I can't trust anybody, so I won't ask for help, well [Verse 2] Every day's the same If all these fuckin' comments tryna put me in the grave Yeah, when they say, "You should be ashamed," It's harder not to see yourself as somebody to blame, yeah, yeah Off a tab I don't know what is real no more I'm startin' to not know what's fake as well Startin' to feel like I can't sleep no more I think I'll probably break myself Before I'm better and I'm dyin' again Think I might give up, never try this again I'm too depressed to go outside with my friends, so I just [Chorus] So I've just started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself I can't trust anybody, so I don't ask for help I've just started to rot, yeah, I'm just scared of my health Guess I'll sit like a rock instead of killing myself Think I'm losing the plot of why I keep to myself I can't trust anybody, so I don't—