ash.

Lyrics

[Intro] Yuh [Verse: Ash] Truth-seeker, 'you' preacher, go 'head and tell me Sweatpants, crop-tops, I'm showin' belly Got you acting weird, acting different, unhealthy Your daddy rich, momma richer, was born wealthy So why you trippin', why you red in the face? Let me know Is it just me? You could hit me to feel better You was off the liquor, saying shit, I don't think I caught you In the closet but nobody know but me so I'm lost Your homies don't know, family don't know Is there a why? You been pushin' me away Since you told me the other night that you was gonna tell me Something but you realized it wasn't tight But curiosity a bitch, so I need to know if I'm right Your homies tell me that they think you a lil' gay and it's aight But when I try to tell you that it always turns to a fight You said "You'd never understand." I ask you, "How can I help?" 'Cause I can't sit here and explain why you should go be yourself A thousand times bro, this shit is fine bro We both in Cali' No one I know would have a thought 'bout you likin' guys bro He said "I like girls" Told him "Why the fuck is you cryin'? It's clear bitches ain't the only thing on your mind bro" [Bridge/Skit: Ash & Steph] I just like you What? Alright? I, um Let's talk later Okay, uh Just, another day Fuck, alright, ahem [Verse 2: Ash & Steph] Why the fuck did he say it? How could he like me? Ever since we met I know he tried to be like me Cause I'm older by like a year, is it B-Y-E or C-Y-A Fuck, I wanna D-I-E I'm so afraid our friendship's over after realizing He caught feelings for a boy, already told him it's fine I just didn't think the boy he liked would be my kind I gotta text him, gotta tell him I'm uncomfortable, type shit He text back, "Oh, that's fine" I said, "Are you sure?" He replied, "Bro, that's fine, I never wanna put you in a weird spot, that's right I'm sorry if the shit I told you crossed a couple of lines" I told him, "Okay, that's cool bro, just a bit of advice Don't trust a thing that leave your lips if its past nine" He said, "L-O-L, okay, bro, I'm glad it's aight" I told him, "Love you, bro" And he ain't even give a reply, fuck [Outro: Ash & Steph] Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice messaging system (Huh?) At the tone please record your message (Hold on) When you have finished recording (Let me play this) You may hang up or press one for more options Hey, I just wanted to say that I don't think we should talk anymore I told you things about myself, I can't block anymore I found a girl who I'm in love with and I wouldn't want to Jeopardize none of that just to be on your—, anymore I just wanna tell you that I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me I'm sorry that I acted like it didn't hurt, that was the only way I could cope and to live and learn, I won't tell a single soul It's been nice, Ash, I'll see you