Sharpless

Lyrics

I'm stuck in my room As the night becomes darker And the windowsill is covered With lyrics in marker And my motivation oh where has it run off to But all of sudden words cease to mean nothing Especially names, of girls I'd been fucking And places that I had left them behind Trying to find a way out But that's how it works it all just gets duller The more settled you are the harder you falter The bland routines you wish That you could escape From the bland routines you wish That You could change So the only thing stopping me from getting on a plane Is the еmbarrassing fear of trying to explain To my parents and friеnds that they're not to blame It was the only way for me to stay sane But the further you go from the place you call home The more comfy you get with being alone And the closer you get to knowing yourself And feeling the things that you wish you had felt How come I have this fear Of the way that my memories disappear Of the way that most of the time None of us will ever do anything with our lives I'm sorry for The songs that I sent you I'm sorry for What I got you all into I'm sorry for This early eruption I'm sorry for My sexual disfunction I'm sorry for My fake disposition I'm sorry for My shifting opinions I'm sorry if I've become heartless I'm sorry that I am so sharpless I'm sorry